I've just been too lazy and too busy (contradictory?) to update it. I felt like updating it now =)

This week ... scratch that,

This year ... has been no fun at all. Not just because of studies, but because .... everything changed. I know that is inevitable, but...you guys could still hold back for me to catch up right? AND STOP KEEPING SECRETS THAT DOESN'T EVEN CONCERN ANYTHING AND IS NOT EVEN REMOTELY IMPORTANT AND THE WORLD IS NOT GOING TO END WHEN YOU SAY IT OUT.

Gosh, honestly, what is WRONG WITH YOU GUYS?? I just lashed out - not in the good way - on Rayhan and Jun Yu this morning, because Rayhan said he was going to tell me some stuff, got me excited because I HAVE BEEN SEVERELY LEFT OUT THIS YEAR and thought, "Finally, someone is willing to tell what the fugg happened to the world which I have left out on. Finally, I'd know WHY THE HELL everyone is so fugging emo these days. Finally, I'd know what to say when they get emo all of a sudden. Finally, life would go on the same now" and well, guess what? He didn't tell me anything. Mr. Chan - I-definitely-know-more-than-you-so-just-stop-asking-because-it-would-be-better-if-you-don't-know - Jun Yu said I don't know anything because I don't join anything.

Yes, I don't join anything. I am not even going to give a reason anymore, because I don't want to fugging care anymore. I'll ask, don't tell me, I don't care. I don't want to care about your fugging lifes if you don't think it concerns me. I don't want to care about your fugging depressing relationship if you don't think I could help. I don't want to care about your "Oh, woe me, I like her but she don't know" or "Oh, I am so sad, I like her, and she knows, but I don't know what to do, because my best friends don't like her" or "Oh, I am emo, she is emo, and I don't know what to do" if you think 'it would be better for me' if I didn't know.

FYI, I know what's best for me to know and not know. I want to know, so I don't care if my life would crash when I DO know about it.

But now, I don't care. So don't bother.

And yes, I am angry AND disappointed.

Those that still remained the same, as awesome as ever, is my beloved Ng Kar Yin, Ang Wan Wei, Yap Ee Won, Lee Ching Yit, Tan Ger Ean, Tan Ger Lian, Chew Shy Min and Tan Kiat Liang~! And of course, newly arrived this year, Carol! Those I didn't mention ... shame on you.

Well, on the lighter side, Rayhan is with someone now! As in ... together-together. =P Well, good for him! Though, don't forget your friends once you're in a relationship! =)

I don't exactly know her that well ... so I'm going to try be friends with her =D I wouldn't want situations to be awkward, and being a friend ... I thought I should be more friendly with friend's girlfriend ... o-o

And I discovered a really cool youtube video! Annoying Orange!! XD

I didn't recently discovered it, but just thought I'd share it 8D

Wazzzup~~!

You wouldn't understand if you didn't watch Annoying Orange series ...

Sweet Mother o' Pearl, is that the time? 3.33pm

I really should be going...to do somefink =D

so, bye.