Time isn't healing

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Gratitude.

I am feeling grateful nowadays :)
It's like, something is going on the right way now.
I have something happening that I have been wanting since standard 5.
And, well, though it's not going entirely like how I wanted it to, but you can't have everything now ;)
Though there are some people quite irresponsible with their position, but it's still a blessing to know there are dreams that can be achieved.

I know for a fact that other than this, there are some other things I care deeply about slowly slipping away.
But...don't judge me for this, I find that I can't really do much about it. Because what's been changed, can't be turned back after all.
There are some walls built up between some people and I, and I am sure I can break it down. To be just the way it is 3 years ago. But what has been changed during the building up of this wall, will remain unchanged. For I am sure, it was me who caused it, because I was not there when things happens.

Okay...that was going a little off course =/
But I am grateful for the new friends I made, new experiences I gain :)
Although it is a little too late for me to try working out on my midterm, because my gratitude decided to come late this time, I will work out harder for my last term.
I really want this to work, and if it is because of my results, I would be absolutely devastated.

And now, I shall proceed off to study on my Biology, which is coming out tomorrow.
Wish me luck to whoever that's reading this~ cause you might just get some yourself! xx