Time isn't healing

Friday, May 21, 2010

obnoxious sonofabitch.

When I am upset, all kinds of ridiculous depressing thoughts flows through my mind, like tap water.
Like how it's going on right now.
I just knew, that when something AMAZING happens to you, somewhere between all that amazing-ness, something will happen, and everything will crumble down.
And then, just between crumbling down, I thought people would empathize.
At least understand what you're going through, because really, I thought they'd imagine it on themselves so they'd know how it feels.
But, yet again, I am amazed by how obnoxious human can be.

Sometimes, I wonder.
Why do people say, "You're as stupid as a pig!" "Even a pig is smarter than you!"
But really, pigs aren't that stupid.
Why would you say they're stupid?
Just because of how they look like?
Did pigs make your hopes come crashing down because as you got older, you found out that real pigs looks absolutely nothing like that sweet, little Piglet in Winnie the Pooh?
Does looks really matters that much?
Truthfully, I did not feel disgusted or anything when I saw real pigs for the first time,
I was, instead, impressed by how their original size was actually like. And of course, the stench.

Just like what my brother once told me,
"People thinks that pigs are stupid, because of the place they live in.
They shit, they eat, they sleep, they do everything in that pig sty. So sometimes, they eat their own crap. That is why they are considered as stupid by most human beings in this world. But in fact, they are not stupid, they are quite clever. This is called survival. WOULD human eat their own shit to live? WOULD a human stay amongst their own shit to live? No, not really. Most human would rather starve to death than eat their own shit. That's how intelligent pigs are."
That is not exactly what he said, but it's the main thing.
And yes, I totally agree with him.
And that's saying something because I rarely agree with him.
I love pigs. They are, like, really selfless creatures, that provide us food. Although, there are others who can't try them, but pigs are still awesome, just not the meat you'd have to try loving.

This sort of shows how I think of humans.
To me, I give everyone the benefit of the doubt. But I also try to find the good quality of everyone. Even those I don't really like.
If everyone could just stop being selfish and inconsiderate, and just try - TRY - to think for once, the world will be a much better place.
Less people crying because of frustrations.
Less people tearing up because of disappointment.
Less people writing lifeless blogs complaining about life.
Because sometimes, Life just sucks to the max. And Hope ain't helping.

I'll just crawl back in my pool of tears, and leave this as it is. xx