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Monday, June 21, 2010

rant.
Nobody probably reads this because it's been such a long time since I posted anything so I'll write something I'm paranoid about.

School has been different, in all sorts of ways.
I thought it'd have been a great year, since it we're seniors now. And we're suppose to be in the top of our game.
Hanging out with friends; chilling out; get into some stupid silly activity - have fun.
Do stuff together ... talk about stuff we missed on ... Even dreams was something great to talk about.
But instead, I have nothing to talk to anyone anymore. And really, anyone in school, at all.

And please, do not even think about telling me that this is infinitely my fault. Because I hadn't bothered to join up any activities every one's in, 'cause if you guys know anything about me at all, you would've known the reason.
And constantly complaining that 'it's your fault you're left out. You didn't join us~ You didn't want to play mfo with us~ it's your fault' isn't going to help one bit.
For the love of God, I don't know how many times I've heard that, and more.
If I had to play some game to get close with people, I might as well be alone.
I don't need to do things I don't want to just to please every one.

How maddeningly depressing isn't it?
Ah, why bother. I got so immune to it I hardly give a shit.
Sometimes I wonder if it is just my stunningly amazing adjustment to changes.
Right now, I am not afraid of saying this, but I honestly think Ng Kar Yin really hasn't changed that much, she's always there ... and though she's in YE, and I don't have anything against them, she's still her.
And there are several others out there that I find not suited to be mentioned here. And thus, I'll just say:
I LOVE YOU, KAR YIN. FOR BEING YOU! x)
HAHAHAH!!
okay, 'nuff said =)

*this is just a rant, nothing to be taken serious about.
Except for the kar yin part ;)
HEE HEE!

xx