Time isn't healing

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

it's okay.

I'd forgotten how it felt.
When this is all falls apart.
When the sky turns dark, and the rain drops falls down.
Have you seen
What I wanted you to see?
It never really mattered, but it does to me.

Of all broken shards, fallen books and lost memories.
Do you know that room was filled with these?
I've survived, I remember.
When you walked past and didn't stop to listen.
When birds sang and we can't comprehend.

I guess this is goodbye.
So long and farewell.
Nothing seems the same anymore.
Things have changed for me.
But that's okay.
I won't ever feel the same.
I don't know if I'll ever move on, but I'm still hanging on.

=) XOXO

Friday, July 16, 2010

July and August babies~.

ALRIGHT! was going to post this yesterday, but got too involved in my game :)
Yesterday, 15th July 2010, was our beloved Jen Sion's 16th birthday!
Kiat Liang baked an amazing chocolate walnut cake for him, which all of us shared! (it was delicious, by the way)
Rayhan on the other hand made him spaghetti!
which I did not get to see - or smell - because Rayhan fed Jen Sion with it before the whole cake thing.
Then, Jun Yu and Desmond, unknowingly, bought another cake for him!
which I did not get to celebrate along because they wanted to share with it the lower grades friends.
But that's okay, we shared our little moment~ x)

Surprisingly, I have lots of friends celebrating their birthday this month! And the next ... July and August, that is.
July 1st - Wong Wai Kay!
July 5th - Michelle Lee!
July 6th - Jojo Sia! I did not forget your birthday! And also Mei Huey's!
July 7th - Bryan Sow! and although we hasn't talked for so long, and though we see each other in school everyday, I still think you're an amazing guy and I still remember what I used to call you the first day I met you x)
July 15th - TAN JEN SION! which I mentioned~
July 25th - Jeremiah Ch'ng! though we hasn't really celebrated your birthday...and just got a little closer this year :)
July 30th - Darren Subramaniam! haven't talked to you face-to-face before, but had a great relationship of pokes with you!

Well, I guess that's all the July babies I can think of... and those I hasn't mention...well what are you waiting for!? TELL ME ALREADY.
Strangest thing is, I haven't contributed in any gift giving... wanted to buy a Top Man shirt for Jen Sion with Kar Yin, but she refused...so...=/
Now off to August babies! xD

Well now, let's see.
August 1st - Soh Wei Jian! I still think you have the most incredible eye lashes in the world.
August 3rd - Chan Jun Yu! We'll try and buy that huge thing you wanted ;)
August 8th - Desmond Lai! i remember this because of the date :) and because it was the Olympic. and also because recently he is sitting directly in front of me...
August 10th - Sheryl! wow, hasn't talked to you in forever.
PLUS, Loo Sheng Yin!
August 23rd - GOH HER JUN! DOn't think I forgot your birthday!
August 30th - Desmond Chee! I am still getting you that stationaries ...

Well, that covers it up. and again, those I hasn't mentioned, TELL ME ALREADY!

Wow...wind is really strong right at this moment. A little epic because the clock says 11:11 PM
Guess this is will be it, and now, off to play some more games!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Had an immensely good time with Afrina and Azwa yesterday (Friday) ;)
Though the conversation was ... unusual, but had a great time having a good laugh!
Tortured Jun Yu and Desmond relentlessly with our innuendos and suggestions ;D

This morning, feeling a little disoriented.
A stupid, horrible, frightening nightmare invaded my dream.
The most terrible kind. That involves family.
Hate nightmares.

Feeding myself with this bear shaped candy my mom bought.
Need some inspirations...
I hope this time it'd turn out well, and not childish.
Thank you to Wan Wei for her support and a constant reader ;)
She's like, the only one.