Time isn't healing

Sunday, August 22, 2010

if you....

If you're so sorry, why did you do it again?
If you know I am upset, why did you do it again?
If you're regretting, why did you do it again?
If you've promised me, why did you do it again?
If you cared enough, why did you do it again?
If you were truthful, why did you do it again?
If you consider me your friend, why did you do it again?

If you knew... would you have taken the chance?

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

mindless stuff.

Okay, the last few posts are a bit ... emotional :) therefore, I shall write something mindless! Or rather something that just pops up in my head ...

Well, earlier today Jeremy said he love reading blogs. And he said he'd read mine, so whether or not you're reading this: HI JEREMY! XD

Alright, moving on. I am attempting to read this rather... smutty fanfic ._. which contains some very mature content. But great plot so far. So ain't gonna stop!

Puasa time is around. Today is the first day. And I felt so pressurized because I was so afraid of drinking water in front of them and making them uncomfortable therefore making ME uncomfortable -.-
So I did not finish my water in school today... sigh

That stupid chicken just keeps clucking! OMG why do they even HAVE a chicken in their house is beyond me!

Kids... -.- very noisy kids ... some kids are adorable when you look at them, but as soon as they open their mouth, they're little devils beneath those cute chubby face -.- I still can't understand why the hell are they banging on the gate. It's so effing hot outside, and they are banging and rattling the gate. Smart kids.

RAWR! x3

I am bored.

I shall stop this nonsense, and go on reading that fic, and probably play some RO.

Friday, August 6, 2010

give my books back, and no one gets hurt.

This is to that A-hole who stole my books:

You better pray to God I don't find out who you are, don't think I don't know what I can do to make your life miserable while you're still in this school. But of course, once you're out, you'd be free.
But while you're still in this school, be sure that when I know your face and name, you'd wish you were been put under a different school.
This is not a threaten, this is a promise.
And I don't break promises.

Though if you are out from this school, I hope you fail your exams, fail your SPM, fail your college application, fail your university application, fail on getting a job, fail on everything you do in life, fail on LIFE, and fail on DEATH. So, you know what I mean, you even fail at dying, FAILED at suicide.
What pathetic creature fail on everything they held on to life, THEN fail on ending your life as well?
I hope you rot, and have a miserable life

Now, I hope whichever fking c-nt sees this, and give me back my books. ALL OF THEM.
Then I'd consider taking back my curses. I'd stop finding out who you are.
Don't think I have an innocent face, I don't have a violent personality.
You better watch your back before a dozen razor sharp knifes stab you inches deep..

Thursday, August 5, 2010

谢谢你.

每当我出门，都会抬头望望天空。不同的云朵让我有不同的回想。
云儿隐约地漂浮，有种难以解释的美感。
每一天早上，去学校之前，都是我最喜欢的短短10秒钟。
就在从我家门走到车的路程，因为天上的白云，给了我继续过着一天的希望。
每当我出去的晚上，我都会抬头望望天空。月亮的光照着周围的云儿与黑天，很优雅。
星星闪烁着，另我想起了我们曾经的友情。我们曾经望着它，尝试着使用电话拍下它的美。
每当星星隐约地在黑天闪耀着，我都会停下来，欣赏它牺牲的光耀。
虽然我已忘记为什么当时我们会看着天空，但这小小的一个回忆，让我觉得，我虽然当时很幼稚，很傻，很烦，很小孩子气，我还是会永远觉得那是我们最无瑕的回忆，虽然也只是短短的10分钟。
我不希望我们会像从前，因为那不是我们。
我已长大，我已明白，我已理解。
所以，我已不需要你。
所以，我已学会独立。