Time isn't healing

Saturday, November 20, 2010

:).

It was those days when you left my life did I realized how important you are.
I never thought I'd write this here, but I'd just like people to know how amazing of a friend you are.

You've been in my life for so long,
I can't remember the first time we met.
I don't remember how many times we've been together,
Laughing, Talking, Making total fools of ourselves.

Over the years we may have fought,
and we had different cliques we joined.
But we still held on as friends,
and nothing broke us off.

I still remember that first time I saw you cry,
to be honest, I didn't know what to do,
because you were always the toughest one among us,
but then you cried, because of us.

Then there was the time I was not being myself,
when I pissed you off so badly that you walked out of my life.
Even though I see you everyday,
but it pains me more because we were once great friends,
acting like strangers.

But we warded off that animosity,
and we talked again.
You have no idea how happy I was,
when it dawned on me that we were okay,
that we were talking again.

This time off between us, and the fact that we could break through that,
I want to believe this will last,
I want to believe that we will still be friends by the time we're in our 60's.
I want to believe so many things.
But I can't, because of all the things in my life,
I value my friendships with everyone,
but I never consider anyone as my best friend.
Because really, who needs best friend when you have 10 other amazing friends?

I know this is a cheesy post...but I'm just feeling like,
I should show my appreciation of someone I care about.
And I have never been this open with this before
(except for that uber emo post)
I just want all of you to know,
once I consider you as a friend,
I won't give you up, unless you gave me up.

So SMILE people! :)

(So chessy omg omg omg omg <3 you guys)

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

reckless?.

It's 0157 hour when I started this blog.

It's late...and I'm tired.
I'm not that sleepy, but I'm exhausted, I can't even think straight.
But, I'm strangely giddy as well...
It's like I'm drunk, I feel reckless.
So before I type anything stupid to my friends, I'd better express it here :)

I am so impulsive right now...like there's no fear or anything in me...lol
Is that how people feel when they're drunk? Hehehe...
Currently, I'm smiling stupidly at the screen :)
So, I'm telling people here, anything outrageous you see on facebook, I'm just being "drunk" hehehehe....

Chatting with an in game friend now :)
Being totally random...and stuff hehehehe....xD
I don't know what to write, but I'm gonna continue this anyway :3

Weeeeee! hehehehehe.....
I am really, truly, very, reckless right now.
And I don't even care.
Lol, Sui Yang just liked my status on facebook about this. heh.

Lalalala.... 8)
There's this song, I really like.
I didn't at first because I didn't understand it. But it's catchy.
Like a G6 by Far East Movement.
It's nice....I like the beats... :)
I think someone introduced them to me once.....rofl.

I'm gonna crash...it's 2.07am right now.
Over and out.